Tuesday, December 10, 2024

Musings of an Arthritic Artist: Life Update #1

Welcome back to Musings of an Arthritic ArtistToday's post is going to be a bit different than my usual posts and my posts as of late. 


Today I'm going to be doing a life update post. Basically, I'm going to be talking about what's been going on in my life.


Without further ado, let's get into the post!


So, it's been a while. I haven't written or posted a single blog post since April. And before then, I hadn't posted since April 2023. A lot has happened since then, so I'm going to get into that. Since I'm doing an update that covers summer 2023 to now, this will be a pretty long blog post, but please, bear with me.

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In July of 2023, on a personal family business trip, I began to have more noticeable balance issues. I've had balance issues on and off since I was a child, but it became more prominent. It became so disruptive that I began to require my sister's arm as a mobility aid. I told myself that I would wait it out, see what happened. See if it improved. If not, then I'd take further measures.

After about a month, it hadn't really improved. Right before mine and my family's showing of Blue Beetle (we ended up seeing it opening day, so August 18, 2023), I asked my mom if she and my dad could buy me a cane. I had already been looking at some on Amazon, and I had determined that I had wanted a foldable one.

I had actually been wondering if I would benefit from a cane long before this conversation ever happened. But when I'd first been wondering about it, I didn't feel as if my issues were severe enough to warrant one. But I had first began thinking about a cane in 2022 sometime. I didn't feel as if it was an immediate, pressing issue though, so I put that thought on the back burner.

Until August 2023 when I realized that enough was enough. We ordered a cane and two cane handle walking sticks the very next day. Both arrived on August 28th, and I began using them immediately. I began to see improvement with my ability to walk. 

The design I liked came two different ways, depending on how you ordered them. One has the single top most canes are seen having. The other type had a rubber quad base. Due to the nature of my balance issues and the ability for them to stand by themselves, I decided to go with the rubber quad base cane.

I no longer needed to rely on my sister to help me walk. I could walk independently, not having to worry if there was someone standing beside me for me to grab the arm of in case I started falling over.

On September 1st, my mom decided to order me the other two cane designs of the exact cane I'd gotten, so I'd have 'options'.

Gladiola and Vincent, my two cane handle walking sticks

From left to right: Flora, Kalil, and Izara, my foldable quad canes

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Last December, my family and I went to San Diego, specifically to SeaWorld San Diego. San Diego has a lot of hills, and I was struggling to walk, even with the cane handle walking sticks that I was using. I remember sitting down and talking to my sister and talking about how a wheelchair would be very good at a park like that, and even the rest of San Diego due to the inclines. She agreed with me, and we were both looking at wheelchairs on Amazon, because she was wondering how much they cost. 

Months later, I brought up the topic to my mother. We began talking about it. I mentioned how it would benefit me, and we both agreed that we would look into it. 

During the first week of April, I went to see my primary doctor, and I asked for a wheelchair prescription. Turned it in to a local medical supply place and ended up picking up my wheelchair pretty much the day right before my family and I left on our June trip to Las Vegas and San Diego.

My prescription wheelchair

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Another update is that I no longer have just one diagnosis. And many months ago, I figured out that I never had only one diagnosis. While going through my medical records earlier this year, I uncovered that around the time I was diagnosed with JIA, I was also diagnosed with infantile scoliosis. Specifically mild thoracolumbar levoscoliosis. This scoliosis was also found on an imaging test that was taken when I was seven, but I was never aware of this, nor were my parents. But I have a mild curvature in the thoracolumbar section of my spine that curves towards the left (levoscoliosis).

Earlier this year, I had been experiencing a lot of back pain. Pretty much on the daily. Every day from April 4th to at least May 30, I had back pain every single day. I also had knee pain daily during this time. 

I saw the nurse practitioner for an adult rheumatologist in April. The appointment went okay, but I wasn't really pleased. I was prescribed methylprednisolone, despite having low inflammatory markers, and I didn't end up taking those steroids. I ended up seeing a second rheumatologist.

In May, while seeing an adult rheumatologist who was supposed to be treating my JIA, I was diagnosed with fibromyalgia. 

I ended up seeing the first adult rheumatologist again in June, the day after I got back from being out of town. After that, I am not seeing him again. I wasn't satisfied with the care I received there. 

As for the second rheumatologist, the first appointment went relatively well, despite the rheumatologist pretty much telling me that my JIA diagnosis was a bogus diagnosis and seemingly doubting the doctor I received that diagnosis from. And then during that appointment, I was also diagnosed with hip bursitis and given two steroid shots, one in each hip. The doctor told me he wanted to see my medical records, because I was in the middle of trying to receive them from my pediatric hospital where I was being seen before. 

The next appointment though, I was discharged from his office and told that my primary doctor could treat my fibromyalgia, completely ignoring the arthritis I have because he found 'no evidence of RA, AS, or any connective tissue disease' despite my JIA being a connective tissue disease.

I haven't seen him since because he dismissed me and told me to only go back if my symptoms really got worse. But if I see an adult rheumatologist again (and I will have to because my main issues are rheumatology related), I will not be seeing him or the previous rheumatologist that I saw.

He did, however, bring up a new issue that I had to address: a fast heart rate.

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In May, I had been prescribed four different things. Voltaren gel, for my knees, Celebrex, for my arthritis and fibromyalgia, Vitamin D2, and Duloxetine (Cymbalta), for my fibromyalgia.

I didn't take these, except for the Vitamin D2, at the time. That was because I didn't want to risk having an allergic reaction to any of these medications out of town, and it was also because I intended to have my very first alcoholic beverage in Las Vegas, due to turning 21 this year.

I began taking the Celebrex and Cymbalta about a week before my 2nd rheumatology appointment in July with the doctor who prescribed those. I stopped taking the Celebrex after 2 days because it caused me to get more heart palpitations than I usually get. 

The Cymbalta was working for my back pain. Finally, I was getting up and not feeling back pain every second of every day. It was nice. I started with a 60mg dose, or 30mg, twice daily. Which, when looking at recommended starting dosages for fibromyalgia, seems a bit high, considering the starter dose is usually 30mg, and then increased to 60mg if the patient's fibro responds to it well.

I started to get side effects from the Cymbalta. I had the usual, expected drowsiness side effect for the first 2 weeks. And then, I noticed gum changes. My dosage of Cymbalta was causing my gums to recede. But because I had already been on it for a while, I couldn't just quit the medication, especially not after such a high dose. If I quit it cold turkey, I would risk major withdrawal symptoms due to it being an antidepressant.

After a while, I lowered my dose to 30mg, once a day, by simply taking one less tablet a day. I saw my pediatrician for this issue and my dose was subsequently lowered to a 20mg dose, once daily, which was the lowest dose I could possibly take. 

After months of weaning off it, I finally stopped taking Cymbalta on November 3rd.

While I was taking the Cymbalta, I was told I had a fast heart rate by my rheumatologist and my pediatrician. I ended up getting a pulse oximeter to keep a track of my heart rate.

During this heart rate issue, my family and I had been wondering if it was being caused by the Cymbalta. I found out that it actually wasn't because my resting heart rate was 99 beats per minute for my first rheumatology appointment in April. My heart rate was 98 beats per minute when I was told by my second rheumatologist in July. My heart rate was 2 off from being considered tachycardia in April.

My heart rate was not getting any lower with the Cymbalta, but it wasn't causing the issue.

In September I saw a cardiologist for a fast heart rate. When my father asked if my symptoms could be due to POTS (Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome, which my family and I had been looking at previously), I was told it couldn't possibly be that because my blood pressure didn't change from lying down to sitting up. Which is inaccurate because the POTS diagnostic criteria has nothing to do with blood pressure, but I didn't push the issue. 

I was told that I'd have to have an echocardiogram to rule out heart disease, which was scheduled for about 3 weeks in the future. I was then told I'd have to have a follow up appointment to go over the echo results.

That appointment was originally scheduled for January because there were no sooner openings, but I was assured that there were always cancellations, so it'd be sooner than that. Sure enough, someone cancelled so my follow up was the day right after my echo.

That next day I walked out with a diagnosis of inappropriate sinus tachycardia. IST is a type of dysautonomia. Dysautonomia is the dysfunction of the autonomic nervous system, which controls involuntary body responses, like heart rate, blood pressure, respiration, digestion, body temperature, metabolism, etc. My echocardiogram had come back normal. I had no enlargements or other abnormalities.

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During this year, I have also seen a neurologist twice, after I was referred due to having hand tremors. I had a genetic blood test in August, but I don't have the results of that, so for now, I'm not really discussing the neurologist. Nothing has been found, aside from the fact that my balance issues have been clinically confirmed. And I had multiple tests done to try to find the cause of the tremors and balance issues, to no avail so far.

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I have been too busy with medical appointments and tests this year to really be able to post as much as I'd like, especially because I haven't really read many books (perhaps only 6-8 that I would consider reviewing here), nor have I really watched many movies.

I had at least 12 or so doctor's appointments this year. Had to do 3 MRIs, 3 EKGs, 3 X-Rays, an EEG, an EMG/NCV, an echocardiogram, 2 genetic blood tests, and 4 standard blood tests. All starting in March and ending in September. That's about 5 appointments and/or tests per month. So I've been slammed this year.

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I've been meaning to be more active on my blog, and I hope to be more active this month and next year. I have a lot of reviews I can post here. For books, TV shows, and movies, and I'm really excited to post them. I'm also currently reading some books that I can review here. Overall, I'm really looking forward to continuing my blog because I have been active for too long.

That's it for this post! I hope you enjoyed it! 


See you Thursday, 


Lexi K🖌

Tuesday, April 2, 2024

Blog Tour: Cruzita and the Mariacheros by Ashley Granillo

Welcome back to Musings of an Arthritic Artist! Today is my book tour stop for Cruzita and the Mariacheros by Ashley Granillo.


This is NOT a review for this book. My review for this book is located on my Goodreads, and the review will be linked in this post.


This post is merely focused on the creative content I was tasked with doing when I was approved for this tour. And that creative content is a playlist! 


Let's get into the post!


I am honored to be hosting a spot on the Cruzita and the Mariacheros by Ashley Granillo Blog Tour hosted by 
Hear Our Voices Book Tours. Check out my post below!

About The Book:

Title: Cruzita and the Mariacheros

Author: Ashley Granillo

Pub. Date: April 2, 2024

Publisher: Carolrhoda Books

Formats:  Hardcover, eBook

Pages: 248

Find it: Goodreads

A family recipe for a bittersweet summer. Flavored with music and sprinkled with new experiences.

Cruzita is going to be a pop star. All she has to do is win a singing contest at her favorite theme park and get famous. But she can't go to the theme park this summer. Instead, she has to help out at her family's bakery, which has been struggling ever since TĂ­o Chuy died. Cruzita's great-uncle poured his heart into the bakery--the family legacy--and now that he's gone, nothing is the same.

When Cruzita's not rolling uneven tortillas or trying to salvage rock-hard conchas, she has to take mariachi lessons, even though she doesn't know how to play her great-grandpa's violin and she's not fluent in Spanish. At first, she's convinced her whole summer will be a disaster. But as she discovers the heart and soul of mariachi music, she realizes that there's more than one way to be a star--and more than one way to carry on a legacy.

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I posted my review on my Goodreads here (opens in new window). Here I'm posting my creative content for my blog, which is in the form of a playlist 🙂 I chose 30 songs, the playlist is about an hour and a half long. There were too many songs to choose from.

This novel technically has a playlist at the end for Cruzita. However, because I don't want to cheat my way through my creative content, I will not be using any of the songs listed, the only thing that might overlap is artists. But I did utilize different songs. 

Playlist Song Listing:

Son De La Negra - Mariachi Vargas De TecalitĂĄn

No Me Queda MĂĄs - Selena

Como La Flor - Selena

Tearin' up My Heart (Radio Edit) - *NSYNC

We Belong Together - Ritchie Valens

Yo...El Aventurero - Pedro FernĂĄndez

En Tu Pelo - Javier SolĂ­s

Por Mujeres Como TĂș - Pepe Aguilar

CuĂĄndo sale la luna - Pedro Infante

Esclavo y Amo - Javier SolĂ­s

Nube Viajera - Alejandro Fernandez

Coplas do dos tipos de cuidado - Jorge Negrete

Media Vuelta - Javier SolĂ­s

El Rey - José Alfredo Jiménez

La Venia Bendita - Marco Antonio SolĂ­s

Cielo Rojo - Miguel Aceves Mejia

Ebrio De Amor - Ezequiel Peña

Hermoso Cariño - Vicente Fernåndez

Dime Cómo Quieres - Christian Nodal, Ángela Aguilar

Qué Mal Te Ves Sin Mí - Espinoza Paz

La Gran Señora - Jenni Rivera

Me Gustas Mucho - RocĂ­o DĂșrcal

La Media Vuelta - Luis Miguel

Tu Retirada - Cristian Castro

Un Puño De Tierra - Antonio Aguilar

Me Sacaron Del Tenampa - Cornelio Reyna

Como TĂș Decides - Joan Sebastian

Sin Fortuna - Gerardo Reyes

De Los Besos Que Te Di - Christian Nodal

Esta Noche Voy a Verla - Juan Gabriel


About the Author:


Ashley Granillo is a Mexican American author. She has many degrees, including a BA and MA in Creative Writing with a concentration in Fiction and an MFA in Fiction and a minor in Screenwriting from UCR Palm Desert's Low Residency program. Ashley got her start as a writer from the young age of 5. She was a member of Telfair Elementary's Student Author Project. This project paired kindergartners with fifth grade students, where they mentored, wrote, illustrated, and promoted their book collaboration.


Many of the themes Ashley writes about are inspired about her home, family, her love for animals, and music. Cruzita and the Mariacheros (Lerner 2024), is a testament to home, family, and music, as well as her Mexican American heritage. In her short story, "Besitos," which appears in the Latine/x Anthology, Where Monsters Lurk & Magic Hides, she explores the various ways in which young adults experience love.


While she grew up in a predominantly Latinx and Hispanic community, Ashley was one of the few kids in her neighborhood who only spoke one language. She was never taught about her family's heritage or traditions--aside from making delicious tortillas. She came to discover one tradition, Dia de los Muertos, after reading Ray Bradbury's The Halloween Tree in fourth grade.


The power of books, how they exchanged cultural knowledge and emotion, made Ashley realize how important her stories would become one day. As she continues to grow, so does the topics she writes about.


That's it for this post! I hope you enjoyed it!


See you Thursday, 


Lexi K🖌


Tuesday, April 18, 2023

Blog Tour: Where You See Yourself by Claire Forrest

Welcome back to Musings of an Arthritic Artist! Today is my book tour stop for Where You See Yourself by Claire Forrest.


This is NOT a review for this book. My review for this book is located on my Goodreads, and the review will be linked in this post.


This post is merely focused on the creative content I was tasked with doing when I was approved for this tour. And that creative content is a playlist! 


Let's get into the post!


I am honored to be hosting a spot on the Where You See Yourself by Claire Forrest Blog Tour hosted by Hear Our Voices Book Tours. Check out my post below!


About The Book:

Title: Where You See Yourself

Author: Claire Forrest

Pub. Date: May 2, 2023

Publisher: Scholastic Inc

Formats:  Hardcover, eBook

Pages: 320

Find it: Goodreads

Where You See Yourself combines an unforgettable coming-of-age tale, a swoon-worthy romance, and much-needed disability representation in this story about a girl who's determined to follow her dreams.

By the time Effie Galanos starts her senior year, it feels like she’s already been thinking about college applications for an eternity—after all, finding a college that will be the perfect fit and be accessible enough for Effie to navigate in her wheelchair presents a ton of considerations that her friends don’t have to worry about.

What Effie hasn’t told anyone is that she already knows exactly what school she has her heart set on: a college in NYC with a major in Mass Media & Society that will set her up perfectly for her dream job in digital media. She’s never been to New York, but paging through the brochure, she can picture the person she’ll be there, far from the Minneapolis neighborhood where she's lived her entire life. When she finds out that Wilder (her longtime crush) is applying there too, it seems like one more sign from the universe that it’s the right place for her.

But it turns out that the universe is full of surprises. As Effie navigates her way through a year of admissions visits, senior class traditions, internal and external ableism, and a lot of firsts--and lasts--she starts to learn that sometimes growing up means being open to a world of possibilities you never even dreamed of. And maybe being more than just friends with Wilder is one of those dreams...

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I posted my review on my Goodreads here (opens in new window). Here I'm posting my creative content for my blog, which is in the form of a playlist 🙂 I chose 15 songs, the playlist is just under an hour duration.

Some of these songs are on this list because they are directly mentioned in this book. Others are there because they reminded me of Effie, the main character. And others are there because they reminded me of certain scenes and plot points in the novel. 


Playlist Song Listing:

Empire State Of Mind - JAY-Z, Alicia Keys

Welcome To New York - Taylor Swift

I Knew You Were Trouble. - Taylor Swift

Into You - Ariana Grande

Single Ladies (Put a Ring on It) - Beyonce

California Girls - The Beach Boys

Good Riddance (Time of Your Life) - Green Day

(I've Had) The Time Of My Life - Bill Medley, Jennifer Warnes

Firework - Katy Perry

Brave - Sara Bareilles

Scars To Your Beautiful - Alessia Cara

Fight Song - Rachel Platten

Last Night - Morgan Wallen

Everything's Gonna Be Alright - David Lee Murphy, Kenny Chesney

Somewhere Only We Know - Keane


About the Author:


Claire Forrest is a novelist and essayist who holds an MFA in Writing for Children and Young Adults from Hamline University. Where You See Yourself is based on her lived experience as a wheelchair user who has cerebral palsy. As an undergraduate at Grinnell College, she was a consultant for the Disability Services and Admissions offices, working directly to address the concerns of incoming college students with disabilities and their families. 


She lives in Minneapolis, where when she’s not writing, she spends her time swimming and planning where to travel next. Find out more about her on Instagram and Twitter at @claire4est.


That's it for this post! I hope you enjoyed it!


See you Thursday, 


Lexi K🖌

Thursday, December 8, 2022

Book Review: El Paso by Sam Moussavi (spoiler filled review)

Welcome back to Musings of an Arthritic Artist! Today I'm going to be doing a book review. This review is for El Paso by Sam Moussavi, which I finished reading at the end of November. 


This review will have spoilers. This isn't a very common book, so I figured it was fine for me to have a spoiler filled review.


Let's get into the review!

El Paso is a YA novel that follows Armando Salguera, a junior at El Dorado High School in El Paso, Texas. His dream is to become an NFL tight end. This book is part of the Texas Fridays series by Sam Moussavi that is a 6 book series with various standalone novels that take place in various Texas cities. The cities Moussavi has written about for this series are El Paso, Dallas, Houston, San Antonio, Austin, and Odessa.

The synopsis is as follows:
"Armando Salguera is a tight end at El Dorado High School in El Paso, Texas, and is aming to make his NFL dream come true. At the beginning of his junior season, things are going according to plan as Armando wows his coaches and teammates with his dominating play. But Armando's NFL dream is threatened when--after 15 years of silence--his estranged father, Oswaldo, sends word that he will be coming across the border, back into Armando's life. Could this mean that Armando's dreams of making the pros are over?"

I saw this book at my local library, and because El Paso is my hometown, I was actually really excited to see how it was portrayed. I was disappointed, though I can't say I expected the portrayal of El Paso to be accurate. As someone who grew up in El Paso, this book gets the community almost entirely wrong.

First thing I noticed: Armando is unbelievably tall, especially for an El Paso Mexican kid. 6'5 is incredibly tall. It is incredibly rare to come across an El Pasoan kid who is that tall. 6'3 I could believe. 6'5 not so much. I looked at the football rosters of many of the 6A schools in El Paso. The tallest kid I found is 6'3. 

Fallacy number one is this: Armando's girlfriend, Anna de la Puente has a 4.5 GPA. In El Paso, there is nothing higher than a 4.0 GPA. I was homeschooled, and even I know that. Also, it's said that Anna is in El Dorado's Model UN club. There's one problem with that. El Dorado doesn't have a Model UN club. Only one school in El Paso has a Model UN club, and I can guarantee it wouldn't be a school like El Dorado. That school is Coronado High School, which is on the complete other side of town.

For this next fallacy, let me educate every non-El Pasoan reading this review. El Dorado doesn't have a football stadium. Very few SISD (Socorro Independent School District) schools have football stadiums. They play at the SAC (Student Activities Complex). At the SAC we have home games for Eastlake, El Dorado, and Pebble Hills High School. We also hold band competitions there, such as our initial UIL competitions.

There is a section toward the end of the book that states that "El Dorado's stands were packed for the first game of the season against crosstown rival, Eastlake High School". El Dorado doesn't have a football stadium that is used for games. They have a practice field. But they don't have a football stadium that they use for football games. 

For another, Eastlake and El Dorado are not "crosstown". The schools are literally 16 minutes away. Like, I don't know how small the author thinks El Paso is, but that's not crosstown. They are both on the Eastside of El Paso. 

For those who are unfamiliar with the city, we have the Northeast, Westside, Eastside, Central, and Downtown sides of town. You have other small areas too, like the Upper Valley and Lower Valley. 16 minutes is not "crosstown". Canutillo High School and Horizon High School are the farthest schools from each other in El Paso that I can think of. Those schools are 41 minutes away from each other. that's crosstown. Not a simple 16 minute drive. That's practically a hop, skip, and a jump away. 

Traveling from Pebble Hills High School in the Far Eastside to Franklin High School on the Westside is 39 minutes away. That's crosstown. Sorry, but 16 minutes is positively close. It's far depending on what time it is and what side of town you're on (what'll kill you is the traffic, particularly if you're on the Eastside, not the minutes). But it isn't crosstown. 

I'll show you all a map.

El Paso Proper

The red lines indicate everywhere that is El Paso proper. 

El Paso Proper

The red dot indicates more or less where El Dorado High School is located. The purple dot indicates more or less where Eastlake High School is located. The yellow is the boundary line of El Paso proper. When there's still all that much city left, El Dorado and Eastlake are not "crosstown". 

El Paso Metro
Red indicates more or less everything that counts as El Paso, Texas, metropolitan wise (I mistakenly didn't circle San Elizario and Clint). Baby blue indicates where El Dorado High School and Eastlake High School are located, distance wise. I'm sorry, but that's not "crosstown". Those two schools are literally on the same side of town.

El Paso is the 6th-largest city in Texas, and the 2nd-largest city in the Southwestern United States. The city is also the 23rd largest in the country. But yes, Eastlake and El Dorado are "crosstown". We have like 29 high schools in the city and Eastlake and El Dorado are crosstown? No.

Also, this book literally shows no other side of El Paso except the Eastside. Which border did Oswald come through? There's multiple gates. Did he come through the downtown gate? Another one? There's 5. Which one was it? Some details were left out that, in my opinion, should've been there.


The green circle on this map indicates all this book showed of El Paso. This is literally it. Armando didn't travel to anywhere else except this side of El Paso. I know he's in school. I know there's little time to show other sides of El Paso in a 200 page book. But there was not a single mention of any other part of town. Not even Downtown. There was no mention of UTEP or any of our community colleges. 

I saw a review on Goodreads that mentions that this book gives some perspective on what it's like living in a town like El Paso. No, it does not. I could tell when I read the 1st page that the author wasn't from El Paso and has likely never been to El Paso in his life, and also had done very little research on El Paso.
 
This is not a good representation of my hometown. My hometown is all about community. Almost everything we do is about the community. And there was very little community.

Also the focus on Mexicans and everything was a bit bizarre. I understand El Paso is a minority-majority city that is full of Hispanics, particularly of the Mexican heritage variety. However, because it is a predominantly Mexican-American city, why were Mexicans and Hispanics mentioned so much? 

There was a part where Armando and his mother attended church on Sunday. The cathedral part was all wrong. I'm going to say it straight up. It was wrong. It was supposed to be a Catholic church. I know that for a fact. And it was wrong.
 
For one, Catholics don't have sermons. That's a Protestant thing. Catholics have homilies. There is a difference. For another, the part where it says that the congregation said that all colors and all denominations were welcome, that wouldn't happen. I have never heard that in an El Paso cathedral, and I've been to dozens of services. I've never heard it, not even once. 

Why? Because skin color doesn't really matter to most El Pasoans. You have Black people, White people, and Hispanic people. El Paso is a minority-majority city full of Hispanics who have Mexican heritage. It's full of a bunch of Mexican-Americans. The whole "all colors and denominations are welcome" sounds like a white Protestant church located in a city up North or down South, not an El Paso cathedral that predominantly has Hispanics of Mexican descent.

That's it for this review! I hope you enjoyed it! 


Until next time, 


Lexi K🖌